I was reflecting on the curiosity that I confuse often fear with love and love with fear.
Is it possible that this is the same feeling only defined by non-existence of consciousness?
This would mean fear is unconscious love and love is  unconscious fear.
What is the opposite meaning?  What is conscious love and conscious fear?
I guess it is ACCEPTANCE in complete surrender to the high spirit. 
Not to confuse with victimization. Nothing to do with that. It is much rather the act of breathing in and out, facing whatever needs to be faced, in tranquil awareness of all our senses.

I have asked myself many times what it is I came here to do, and yesterday I finally resolved to write my own mission affirmation, which I will honor with all my heart:
* CREATE, INSPIRE & TRANSFORM WITH LOVE & BEAUTY THROUGH ART & NATURE *
My personal definition for ART is the process and result of free and loving creation, expressing the high force in the universe. NATURE  I could also call simple genius, wild power, spirit and all that is. Joseph Beuys shaped the statement: "Jeder Mensch ist ein Kuenstler - Everybody is an artist". I think he is absolutely right. All of us came here to create in our own, individual manner. There is no such thing as right or wrong, good or bad. It is just a question of being truthful to our heart. From the moment on I ask what mySELF  wants  to express, and if I am humble enough to kneel down on the earth, I may drink of the spring of divine inspiration.