The 7 Doors

 

She is sitting on the stairs in the light of the dawning sun. Little dust grains are shimmering in the solitude of the entrance hall. A sweet melody caresses her ears from far away. She is leaning on the cool marble stone feeling chills. She is diving into a profound sleep. Every breath takes her further along the kingdom of shadows and dreams. She is alone, but senses a presence, something, somebody is with her.  Fear twines its sticky arms around her neck. She starts shivering. Silence. Her eyes are getting used to the ravenblack infinity. Some outlines are appearing before her eyes. She recognizes a long corridor with doors of all kinds and shapes.  The first one is made of black iron with coper nails and a knocker in the form of a dreagon head. The door is narrow but very tall. The second door is made of luminous crystals, very wide and curved. Next to it is a weathered, worm-ridden shed. Her attention gets caught by a sleak rubin-red door with a coat of arms in the center showing a white unicorn. On the end of the corridor are three simple doors, identically shaped but different in color. Green, Blue and Yellow.  Seven doors. She knows that it is asked from her to open one of them. Everything depends on the right door, she thinks. What if she chooses the wrong one? Her breath stops. She wants to scream. Somebody please come and help me. Please! She is wisppering instead: „I have to calm myself and to focus. The crystal portal is probably a trap. It must be, it is way to beautiful, but they think I am vain and I am going to choose this one.“ For an instant she is smiling, satisfied with her cunning.  „I am going to open the shed instead.“  Of course this will prove her humbleness. She can sense the smell of the rotten wood. It reminds her of poverty and exil and it feels as the precise opposite to everything she wishes and longs for. Maybe they try to confuse her? She can hear the laughter of children playing around the house. „It is a game“, she ponders. What if I refuse to play? What if I don’t choose any door? „Then you can’t move on“, says the voice inside herself.  Her anxiety is unbearable. Everything is better than this tension. She decides to open the rubin-red door. The door handle lies heavy in her hand. She is trying to press it down, but it does not move an inch. With each attempt she gets more eager to open the door. All her hesitations are forgotten. The only thing she wants now is to open this door. Exhausted and full of painful bruises on her shoulders and arms, she finally suceeds. The door opens up with a muffled metallic squeal revealing nothing but black emptiness. Following an impulse she fievery opens one door after the other. Behind each one of them awaits the same nothingness her horrified sight. Nothing than black void. „There is nothing?!“, she screams into the empty space and the voice answers:

NOTHING IS THE EMPTINESS OF SIGNIFICANCE RESULTING IN UNLIMITED POSSIBILITIES WHICH MANIFEST THROUGH THE BELIEF IN THEM.

(Bellé Flora)

 
Today, after I came home I meditated briefly and was told that I should get onto the internet and watch something on youtube. This was all, no specifications or anything like that. I would know what it was, as soon as I opened the page. I did as I was told and on my opening page of youtube there was  a video with the title "Music & Art on a Path to World Peace" by Deepak Chopra. I have to admit that I am still amazed when things like this are happening to me, but I am starting to get used to it. After watching the powerful explanation of Deepak Chopra "Why music can change the world", it came into my mind that a wonderful solution for painful Rush Hours in Metro Stations and crowded City Squares where people get drained, aggressive and desperate could be the  playing of emotional music pieces through huge loudspeakers.  This would immediately change the burdened and stressful experience to an act of inspiration. It would be a kind of energetic mass cleaning before the people arrive at work or in their homes. 


 
During my meditation today I was asking my higher Self how I should lead with life which sometimes is full of surprises. Some of them we like others we don't. We are surrounded by an infinite energy-web moving in all directions. I imagine it literally as the web of a spider and we are in it. It is very complex and sophisticated with electrical rays sending out ever changing energy qualities which affect our present moment. Our thoughts do not only interfere but also shape these energy rays. As stronger and clearer we get with our thoughts as easier we can ether empower, neutralize or transform certain web energies. But truth is, that we are still learning to train our thoughts, not having yet full control over them. So what can we do to handle the rays in the right way even the ones which feel negative, causing stagnation or shaky experiences etc. ? The answer I got was quite simple. "Don't resist, just dance. Strictly rhythm." I think this is quite a genius advice , because it takes away the pressure of trying to be in record speed a perfect thought controller in order to live with ease and joy and love. And whenever we can't manage to do that, feeling frustrated and discouraged. We all know that mastering our thoughts is the most difficult task of all. Once we managed that, we are really free and can create whatever we want and wish for. But until this is happening more and more, it feels good to accept the invitation to engage with life in a natural way, respecting our own rhythm and heartbeat. "Don't resist, just dance".